Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Summer Joys


 I come to the table once again at the end of a summer. I always feel lament on this day…and then I realize how fortunate it is that I get a summer! As mentioned before, I will forever be a teacher for this reason. I am extremely blessed to have some time in the summer to spend with my boys, to regroup, and to have enough time to miss teaching so that it is time to go back, I am happy to do so.

When I look back, there is always a tendency to recall the things on the summer list that I did not get to. But I am determined not to do that this year. Because we all know that lists never get completed. Rather, today I am going to take a few moments to celebrate what we did accomplish this summer.

1.     Swimming. I love swimming! And I love outdoor summer time swimming the most. I am happy to report that this year the kids and I swam together enough that I feel satisfied. I believe we swam 8 or 9 times. Happiness!

2.     Floating. We floated the Madison as a family this year with our friends Ashley and Nick. I was smart and made the arrangement with Ashley first, who happens to work with Blake. That way when I told him, she was already on board. J  We have a lovely time and managed to avoid the crowds.
3.     School. I was able to take 8 credits towards my Masters this summer. This was enough to give me a step across the pay scale and reminded me how much I love to learn new things. It also reminded me how bad I am at sitting still and gave me empathy for my HS students who sit through 7 classes a day. And…I got really good at coloring in my adult color book. Of course school for me included camping in Yellowstone, driving around SW MT to look for birds of prey, and a week in Jackson learning about archery, firearms, conservation, and rafting the snake river. I like my kind of school.
This was an amazing spot to camp. Cherry creek.

Pretty consistent for my first day!

I laugh that because I am the only girl on this raft and I was taking a break from rowing at this point, it looks like I am being transported on a chariot. Row on!

4.     Closet clean out. I wanted to do a totally clean out of the house, but time was limited. I am happy to report that I did hold every piece of clothing in my hands to determine if it brought me joy, and got rid of many things. We also did the same for books and for the kids’ clothes. They have just enough clothes in drawers for 7 days, and then laundry must be done. Keeps that laundry pile down a bit.
5.     Family Reunion. We were able to spend time with all of our families! And it was delightful. It was a quick stop in each place to see different people, but everyone was so accommodating and willing to arrange schedules so we could see them. I felt loved.

Bennion Family reunion. Photo credit to Amberly Lindsey.



Quaid and Collin were best buds.

Avind and Braize hit it off really well.

Games with Evan.


6.     Independent time. I had several occasions this summer to be out without Blake and the kids. That afforded me several opportunities to be reminded of some things. It reminded me how grateful I am to have my family. I missed them while I was away and I could appreciate their love and goodness. It also gave me the chance to remember who I am by myself. And it was enlightening. I feel like I am a better person for having that time away. And I met incredible people that influenced me for good.

7.     The library. If I have done nothing else right as a mother, at least I can say that I have instilled a love for reading. We have been to the library at least a dozen times this summer. And they are always excited to go. Collin has plowed through numerous books and Avind goes to the shelves and just starts pulling books off into our bag. He wants to learn it all. I also had the luxury of reading some books this summer and felt the joy of an expanding mind.

8.     Service. While I have not been home much, we have had the opportunity to serve in different ways. Helping out friends, organizing a community group, teaching, participating in meetings. Our hearts were enlarged through a chance to be part of the bigger picture.
9.     Walking. This may sound funny, but Blake and I love to walk and talk. We don’t run or jog together, we walk. We had several long evenings of brilliant sunsets as we walked and shared our dreams and hopes for our future. We are able to do this after the kids are in bed because our house is in the middle of the block and we can walk up and down our block for a long time. Just a few nights ago, we walked 4 miles up and down our one little block.
10. Soccer. Blake and I were able to play again together in the Bozeman Adult Soccer league. It was great to get some exercise and once again, spend time with good people. And it was a delight to see our kiddos play on the sidelines and hear them call my name and wave to me. My heart warms just thinking about it.

And finally,

11. The Total Solar Eclipse. This. I have wanted to write about this since Monday. And I have not found the words to adequately describe my experience. I hope you will delve into my explanation with me because it was a transcendent experience.

I was not planning to travel to view the Eclipse in its totality because I did not understand there to be much difference between what we could see here in Bozeman (95% totality) and complete totality. Additionally, I knew I had several trips with lots of driving involved already this summer and 7 hours of driving to see this was not a happy thought.

Blake, being the very informed person he is, read a bunch about the upcoming eclipse and heard about how incredible of an experience it really was when in the path of totality. He told me we needed to drive to Idaho to see it.

We packed and prepared the night before so that we were able to take an early departure. We drove through beautiful Montana country down to Idaho. There was certainly a steady stream of cars heading the same direction, but nothing crazy. In fact, it added to the excitement. It felt like we were a part of something exciting, something bigger than our own little existence.

Blake had picked a spot on the map that was off the main path where most people would be, but was still in the line of totality. We got onto google maps the night before and zoomed in, finding a camp ground along a small creek that we chose as our destination. So, we stopped for gas in Dubious, ID, saw hundreds of people parked and waiting, and headed further west.

It was incredible to be out in the middle of nowhere and see cars in every turn out, people out in their lawn chairs, waiting, celebrating. We held our course and made it to our little creek in just under 4 hours. It was perfect. Really, honestly, we found our little spot with shade next to the creek. We set up our chairs, some blankets, and our picnic just in time to watch the first sliver of the moon slide over the sun. 


We had practiced with our kids how to not burn their eyeballs out (because that can’t be good) and they were great. And like I said it was perfect (except for the moment I bend over to straiten out the blanket and Collin was behind me with a large stick and it poked him in the eye and cut his cornea. yeah, that happened. Because that is how life goes, right? Poor kid. Luckily, we have already experience that with Avind and know that eyes heal on their own really well and we didn’t have to rush away to a doctors office.) The other fun thing was that while we had our own little corner of the world to experience this, there were many others down the way along the creek eagerly anticipating the event, which added to the sense of excitement.


We ate and played. We looked up every few minutes through our glasses and watched the moon’s increasing encroachment on the sun’s light. I think one of the most amazing things I experienced was how brilliant and powerful the sun’s light is, even when mostly covered. It gave me an appreciation for the sun I didn’t have before. As totality grew closer, the light around us gained almost a sepia tone. It was much dimmer, but distinctly daylight still. Our kids sat up on the hood of the car and with their glasses on, watched with us as the sun’s light disappeared.

And then, that moment. How can words describe?! The sun disappeared behind the moon in a display I can only explain as transcendent. There is no comparison of 99% to totality. They live in two entirely different realms. We removed our glasses and watched in utter astonishment at the phenomenon. The darkness set in immediately, only the horizons were lit with a 360 degree sunset, in orange and red tones. The temperature dropped and coolness surrounded us. We saw the stars appear above us. The black shadow of the moon was perfectly round in the middle. The corona, the ring of light around the moon, shone, but it was alive with movement as the electomagneticism shifted and changed. My heart was full of wonder and awe! We heard cheers from all around us as others at that exact same moment experienced exactly what we did. The boys’ faces were full of amazement and Collin said, “Now I understand why you brought us here!” The almost 2 minutes slowed and Blake and I held each other with tears in our eyes. We were right where we needed to be at the right moment. And we were with each other. And we were with humanity as we were reminded of the power and the beauty of our Earth.

Their faces say it all.

And then the sun’s light blazed again. It was over so quickly, but my life was changed. I tried to remember what I had seen because I want to keep it forever. That feeling of joy and astonishment lingered with us. I turned to Blake and said, “When and where is the next one? Let’s go!”

We took our time cleaning and packing up. We took a little walk upstream and shared in the joy with the others who had experienced it. And then it was time to leave our little bit of heaven. This place where for just two minutes, our world was changed. The drive home was long, but it was worth every minute. That night, I dreamed again of that image, that moment.

Blake and I read up on all the total solar eclipses occurring in the next 50 years. We are set on visiting Texas in 2024. And we are making future plans to visit Australia in 2028 as a family, when there will be one on July 22, Collin’s 18th birthday.  Can’t think of a better way to celebrate.

I feel sad for those who were within reach, so many of our friends here in Bozeman who didn’t make the drive, who thought 95% was good enough. They didn’t know what they were missing! I wouldn’t have known either. I didn’t know until I was there. What a special day for our family. Definitely the highlight of our 2017 summer.





In the last bit of my summer news here, I will note a few things about our darling boys:

Collin-
Reads reads reads. He is a fantastic reader and a quick learner. He got his check up today and is growing well, 42% for height at 47 inches and 30% for weight at 46 pounds. He talked and talked about all sorts of things with the Doctor. Collin is into Star wars, Pokémon, Harry Potter, and anything reading. We had a wonderful Harry Potter birthday party at the splash pad this year and he got tons of Pokémon cards and HP stuff. He still loves to play the Xbox with Daddy and play Uno with his mommy. He is so excited to start school again and whenever he gets something special, he shows an immense amount of gratitude and thoughtfulness. Chloe has deemed him as appropriate to love on and sits on his lap when he tried to read on the couch. And he loves his new cowboy boots.


Avind-
I am thrilled! Avind has made it to the 3% in weight at 30.0 pounds, and the 10% for height at 39 inches. That is serious progress from his usual 0%. He, unlike Collin, will speak to you only on his terms. He likes to be our little contrarian. If you say blue, he wants red. Whenever he needs to open something or do something quickly you will hear him say under his breath, “Super Gecko Muscles!” or “Super Cat Speed!” He is our little cuddle bug and will tug at your heartstrings until you snuggle with him, or sit next to him, or carry him. He had his first day of school yesterday and fell right back into his routine. School and structure are really important for him. He was perpetually sleepy this summer with our many late nights and would often tell us in the car, “I am so tired Momma! Can I go to sleep?” He is getting really creative with his lego building and loves to paint and make us cards. He also, is in love with his new boots. He also learned to love swinging this summer and tells me that when we go to Disneyland, he will not be scared on the Hauted Mansion, but that since I will be, I can cuddle with him. He is always thrilled when he catches Jack unawares and gets to pet him, running in to announce that he got to pet Jack!


I am so very grateful for this summer together. It was certainly full of joy.


1 comment:

  1. I love this post! It sounds like such an incredible summer! We love to take walks around our neighborhood at night after the kids are in bed too (we live on a loop so we pass our house a lot) -- it's amazing how relaxing and peaceful and sweet it is. I appreciate your description of the eclipse! Another friend posted about her experience too and it was really helpful for understanding it. We couldn't have traveled this year anyway, so I don't feel that badly about missing it, but I have realized from these descriptions that I never want to miss it again so I will make sure we don't! Good luck in the upcoming school year -- you'll do awesome!

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